I wanna destroy you!!

After 1 and a half month struggling with my first piece of assignment..Finally,It is getting into the final stage..Being frustrated, desperate at the beginning and now full of expectation and confidence..I am pleased with my learning and experiences gained..Before that, i felt that it is not as hard as i was thinking but after attending training today..I am totally surprised and doubt on my capability..Although it seems difficult but i was prepared..Really..i starting to appreciate what i gain everyday..Today, my subordinate have leave me alone on my assignment..At the beginning, i am still frightening that i not able to take on these responsible..But i found that it appeared as a chance for me to be independent and thinking rationally rather than follow blindly..that's what my manager told me..if just follow blindly in doing works, i will continue to be the same person for years..but it do make a difference if can put my thinking cap on my job..i starting to feel that my studies for over the years down to the road was same way as my work..haha..maybe that's the reason that i cant achieve higher peak in my result..But i am just 22..the journey is just begin, there is still a very very long way to go..Gambateh!!! Hope that next week i am able to make my assignment call it a day..haha.. Mr. Cristiano Ronaldo said before: "There is no harm in dreaming of becoming the world's best player.it is all about trying to be the best, i will keep working hard to achieve it but it is within my capabilities!!!" .Bravo, Mr Cristiano, i will always keep your word in my mind..I will destroy u...--audit^^

Life is challenging!!

Hoho..i am back..Why??someone was keep reminding me to update my blog..haha..so have to share something that happened on me recently lo..haha..Life is getting challenging ..After a miserable beginning, i do understand it is a good learning process for me.. Now only i realize that i am not up to that level yet..There are more obstacles are waiting in front of me..I am just starting to prepare myself to face it..Hope i am able to get rid on it as soon as possible..I know it takes time but i set 1 year limit on it...It will be totally different in 1 year time.. I will putting on my shoes to step up...Alot of dreams are waiting for me.. I have been waiting too long to capitalize on it..My wolkswagen beatle is still parking at showroom and waiting for his lord..---> that's me!!haha..and a trip around the world with my love wan will be great!!haha..
Although all looking impossible for me right now but who know's in the future..Miracle do happen but only to people who are prepared..Some people dream of worthy accomplishment while others will stay awake to do it..I will keep myself awake..But not now..haha..itz my sleeping time..Tata..^^