I wanna destroy you!!

After 1 and a half month struggling with my first piece of assignment..Finally,It is getting into the final stage..Being frustrated, desperate at the beginning and now full of expectation and confidence..I am pleased with my learning and experiences gained..Before that, i felt that it is not as hard as i was thinking but after attending training today..I am totally surprised and doubt on my capability..Although it seems difficult but i was prepared..Really..i starting to appreciate what i gain everyday..Today, my subordinate have leave me alone on my assignment..At the beginning, i am still frightening that i not able to take on these responsible..But i found that it appeared as a chance for me to be independent and thinking rationally rather than follow blindly..that's what my manager told me..if just follow blindly in doing works, i will continue to be the same person for years..but it do make a difference if can put my thinking cap on my job..i starting to feel that my studies for over the years down to the road was same way as my work..haha..maybe that's the reason that i cant achieve higher peak in my result..But i am just 22..the journey is just begin, there is still a very very long way to go..Gambateh!!! Hope that next week i am able to make my assignment call it a day..haha.. Mr. Cristiano Ronaldo said before: "There is no harm in dreaming of becoming the world's best player.it is all about trying to be the best, i will keep working hard to achieve it but it is within my capabilities!!!" .Bravo, Mr Cristiano, i will always keep your word in my mind..I will destroy u...--audit^^