Home alone...

Wow..being a week without a single post.. I was getting busy at my work..it was exhausted.. Hope it will pass soon..
This weekend is a lonely wan..I used to rest, gaming, and some sport activities during my past weekend..Haha..but not this week..My family was at langkawi for their holiday trip and leave me alone at home..
I do enjoy for being home alone..can do what ever i like..i did playing ps2 and counterstrike for whole day..haha..then watching football match until late night without any disruption..besides that i had my own make lunch and dinner by using all the foods in refrigerator..i think my mum will be surprise when she is back..haha..
But i started to feel lonely at the second day..the house seem so quiet..then have the same meal(maggi mee) ..no choice..haihz..i start missing my family..i miss my mum's delicious meal..
Time pass so fast..tomorrow is another working day..ish..i hate monday..i need to wake myself up tomorrow..haha..it was my mum responsibility..time to sleep..good night!!

~Hapee Mooncake Festival~~

Today is 15 August, according to the chinese calender..Actually, mooncake festival is getting meaningless for me when i growing 'older' and 'older'..Still remembered this festival is one of my favourite during my childhood..During that time, all my relatives came to my house along with different type of mooncakes and foods..Then all the children(including me) enjoy playing with the candles.. The truth is we burned the leaves and grass..(hehe)..But year by year, i have to accept the fact that these festival have been ignored..Well, it's life..Kids nowadays no longer enjoy playing with candles..(itz bored)..They now will go for PS2, PSP which some of my little cousin even more skillful in playing PS2 games compare to me..(=p)..
Whatever happen, it is still a traditional festival for chinese..although the feeling might different compare to last time..But one thing never change..--->Mooncake..Haha..
Now is already 10:11pm..i want to wish all my friends a happy mooncake festival and do enjoy it..Especially the "special one" whose just came back to malaysia..HEhe..

Homemade Mooncake!!

Stepping into september means mooncake festival is coming nearer..Every year during this period my lovely grandpa will making his homemake mooncake but sadly i not able to try it this year because he is getting older and can't be so tired..

Therefore, starting this year my aunt takes up the responsibility to make mooncake for all of the relatives..i tried it before, it really fantastic...So, i plan to make it myself by hoping to get the same result..haha..

The Ingredients:

There are 2 choices for ingredient: left one is redbean and right is pandan lotus

(Clockwise)..First is the flour skin..Since i am a beginner, only manage to make 6 pieces..Then is the flour and the 'special weapon'--to produce the style of the mooncake.. To make taste greater, i also put in the sunflower seed..

Wow..although there are only 6 pieces, but it took me 1 and half hours to produce it..I now only realize how difficult to make a mooncake..Really appreciate the effort by my grandpa previously.. After produced out, then it need to put inside fridge for a day in order to be serve..
Although it look not that great but i think i deserve round of applause due to my effort in doing it..I wish i could make it specially to someone i miss alot..but i think it is impossible for this year.. Hope i am given the chance to do so in next year..Thanks god..

Friendship

Recently i found that i am doubt about the meaning of friendship..Always heard that when getting closer between each other, then misunderstanding will oso do in the same way..It is definitely true..
These few weeks, i keep hanging around with my primary and secondary school friends which did not meet up frequently..Just doing some sport activities or going out for yamcha but i do enjoy it..We chatting about our life, sports, politics, jokes, girls(of course!!) and we have alot of funs.. Especially when we playing basketball or futsal.. I do enjoy the progress rather than the result..
This is the type of friendship that i wish for.. Although just gather around for normal activities but i do appreciate that..It worth alot to me..
I didn't mean that i don't enjoy when gather around with my other friends but there seems to be something block between us.. I knew it although they don't speak out..
Friends are a part of my life, without them i think i cant alive even i am a billionaire..I do appreciate my friends..especially (mr.tai pao)..I know him since i was 7.. Although he is a gunner and i am a red devil but we still can coup well specially in futsal..(not when watching football)..haha...I think he is my best ever friend and hope that our friendship will long last..

**Starry Starry Night**

Starry starry night, paint my palette blue and grey.....

Today is a tiring day, just back from my part time job...by standing for whole day, my legs seem to be separated from my body..oouch!!! Additionally, the weather was killing freeze today..keep raining for the whole day..Feeling sick when the wind blown on me..When i finished my job, rain stopped.. I look at the sky, stars are shining brightly..Everytime i doing this, i will fell very emotional.(Curious).. Then, my memories will keep refreshing and starting to missing someone..I am really regret for being so coward during that time. If history can change, surely i will not doing the same thing again. But i know that it is useless because i am too weak to change history.. So what i can do now is just look forward and do not stay at the same place.. Although i know the chance is slim but i will put 200% effort to reenergize myself..Promise!!

1st~~

Suddenly got such a mood to write blog. Actually i do write blog previously(erm..should be at 2 years ago).. still remember during that time, i got the same mood as i do at this moment. Therefore, have to write something to release my so-called "Moody" feeling.. =(
Well..i finally got my job and started for a week. Although the salary might not so favour, but i promise to myself..must start to earn alot money now..my dream is waiting for me..Tiring is not an issue for me. I will prove to everyone especially those who look down at me..Don't write me out yet. Time will prove that..