A trip to the past...

This weekend was a busy one for me..Convocation ceremony is one of the event..But there was nothing special at all for my convocation..It was as normal as that..
After 3 hours waiting(an hour was waiting for the guest..swt!!) in the hall for the queuing up and taking photograph with the VIP, the ceremony end..lolz..then all the guys and girls were busy taking photo with each other..that's all for a convocation..haha..
But it was totally a turnover for Sunday..I have went back to my primary school-SRJK(C) Chen Moh with my friends for attending some kind of event set up there..really didn't expect anything from the event as it was just stalls set up by the little students to selling foods and drinks for charity..But then, we met some of our primary school's classmates..it took my a shock when met them..I think we are lost contact for at least 13 years..but they are still remember me..haha..what was even excited me was met with my lovely teacher-miss wong..I really miss her..She did put lots of effort on my studies as my maths was extremely poor..But it seems that she is getting older..it proven that we can't do anything to slow down the time..haha..Suddenly all my past memories were flew back..i am very happy for having lots of good friends during my 6 years in primary school..i will appreciate it..^^..Then TC have came out lots of gathering, activities plan..it looks great..i am looking forward to it..

说好的幸福呢?

说好的幸福呢?

你的绘画凌乱着 在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯 我还爱你了
但你断断续续唱着歌 假作没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一意一心数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着 要怎么停呢

你的绘画凌乱着 在这个时刻
我像气氛纯白的白鸽 甜蜜散落了
继续莫名的拉扯 我还爱你了
但你断断续续唱着歌 假作没事了
时间过了 走了
爱情面临选择
你冷了 倦了 我哭了
一开始都不快乐
你用卡片纸写着
有些爱只给到这 真的痛了

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
开心与不开心一意一心数着你在不舍
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻 我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒在旋转着 要怎么停呢

怎么了 你累了 说好的 幸福呢
我懂了 不说了 爱淡了 梦远了
我都还记得
你不懂了 说好的 幸福呢
我错了 泪干了 放手了 后悔了

Happy burfday to myself?!

..today is my birthday..actually this year i didn't put any expectation on my birthday..all the thing will gonna be the same as past did..receive birthday's wish sms from couple of friends is what only make this day different with others..Sigh..it did happened in the way i thought..There were none surprise anyway..even the contents were the same..maybe i shouldn't hope for more that can receive..This morning was a rainy day..maybe the god did had the same feeling as I..it didn't meant that i am sad but just moody..i keep telling myself i must be cheerful and feel good especially today..i cant let myself down!! as normal i was taking a train ride to my company..and it was especially annoyed to be trapped in the crowd..haihz..but maybe god knew it's my day..at taman jaya station, there was a damn cute girl was stepping in..wOw..it really catch my attention..maybe that the only special thing for my day..but anyway, i am happy and thanks all my friends and kevin for their wishes..i do appreciate that..Woah..starting today i am older..i must be mature and can't act so naive anymore..maybe time is the best medicine to cure everything..i now starting to feel the effect of it..and learning to make myself to be a betterman..Happy burfday to myself!!

I wanna destroy you!!

After 1 and a half month struggling with my first piece of assignment..Finally,It is getting into the final stage..Being frustrated, desperate at the beginning and now full of expectation and confidence..I am pleased with my learning and experiences gained..Before that, i felt that it is not as hard as i was thinking but after attending training today..I am totally surprised and doubt on my capability..Although it seems difficult but i was prepared..Really..i starting to appreciate what i gain everyday..Today, my subordinate have leave me alone on my assignment..At the beginning, i am still frightening that i not able to take on these responsible..But i found that it appeared as a chance for me to be independent and thinking rationally rather than follow blindly..that's what my manager told me..if just follow blindly in doing works, i will continue to be the same person for years..but it do make a difference if can put my thinking cap on my job..i starting to feel that my studies for over the years down to the road was same way as my work..haha..maybe that's the reason that i cant achieve higher peak in my result..But i am just 22..the journey is just begin, there is still a very very long way to go..Gambateh!!! Hope that next week i am able to make my assignment call it a day..haha.. Mr. Cristiano Ronaldo said before: "There is no harm in dreaming of becoming the world's best player.it is all about trying to be the best, i will keep working hard to achieve it but it is within my capabilities!!!" .Bravo, Mr Cristiano, i will always keep your word in my mind..I will destroy u...--audit^^

Life is challenging!!

Hoho..i am back..Why??someone was keep reminding me to update my blog..haha..so have to share something that happened on me recently lo..haha..Life is getting challenging ..After a miserable beginning, i do understand it is a good learning process for me.. Now only i realize that i am not up to that level yet..There are more obstacles are waiting in front of me..I am just starting to prepare myself to face it..Hope i am able to get rid on it as soon as possible..I know it takes time but i set 1 year limit on it...It will be totally different in 1 year time.. I will putting on my shoes to step up...Alot of dreams are waiting for me.. I have been waiting too long to capitalize on it..My wolkswagen beatle is still parking at showroom and waiting for his lord..---> that's me!!haha..and a trip around the world with my love wan will be great!!haha..
Although all looking impossible for me right now but who know's in the future..Miracle do happen but only to people who are prepared..Some people dream of worthy accomplishment while others will stay awake to do it..I will keep myself awake..But not now..haha..itz my sleeping time..Tata..^^

Home alone...

Wow..being a week without a single post.. I was getting busy at my work..it was exhausted.. Hope it will pass soon..
This weekend is a lonely wan..I used to rest, gaming, and some sport activities during my past weekend..Haha..but not this week..My family was at langkawi for their holiday trip and leave me alone at home..
I do enjoy for being home alone..can do what ever i like..i did playing ps2 and counterstrike for whole day..haha..then watching football match until late night without any disruption..besides that i had my own make lunch and dinner by using all the foods in refrigerator..i think my mum will be surprise when she is back..haha..
But i started to feel lonely at the second day..the house seem so quiet..then have the same meal(maggi mee) ..no choice..haihz..i start missing my family..i miss my mum's delicious meal..
Time pass so fast..tomorrow is another working day..ish..i hate monday..i need to wake myself up tomorrow..haha..it was my mum responsibility..time to sleep..good night!!

~Hapee Mooncake Festival~~

Today is 15 August, according to the chinese calender..Actually, mooncake festival is getting meaningless for me when i growing 'older' and 'older'..Still remembered this festival is one of my favourite during my childhood..During that time, all my relatives came to my house along with different type of mooncakes and foods..Then all the children(including me) enjoy playing with the candles.. The truth is we burned the leaves and grass..(hehe)..But year by year, i have to accept the fact that these festival have been ignored..Well, it's life..Kids nowadays no longer enjoy playing with candles..(itz bored)..They now will go for PS2, PSP which some of my little cousin even more skillful in playing PS2 games compare to me..(=p)..
Whatever happen, it is still a traditional festival for chinese..although the feeling might different compare to last time..But one thing never change..--->Mooncake..Haha..
Now is already 10:11pm..i want to wish all my friends a happy mooncake festival and do enjoy it..Especially the "special one" whose just came back to malaysia..HEhe..

Homemade Mooncake!!

Stepping into september means mooncake festival is coming nearer..Every year during this period my lovely grandpa will making his homemake mooncake but sadly i not able to try it this year because he is getting older and can't be so tired..

Therefore, starting this year my aunt takes up the responsibility to make mooncake for all of the relatives..i tried it before, it really fantastic...So, i plan to make it myself by hoping to get the same result..haha..

The Ingredients:

There are 2 choices for ingredient: left one is redbean and right is pandan lotus

(Clockwise)..First is the flour skin..Since i am a beginner, only manage to make 6 pieces..Then is the flour and the 'special weapon'--to produce the style of the mooncake.. To make taste greater, i also put in the sunflower seed..

Wow..although there are only 6 pieces, but it took me 1 and half hours to produce it..I now only realize how difficult to make a mooncake..Really appreciate the effort by my grandpa previously.. After produced out, then it need to put inside fridge for a day in order to be serve..
Although it look not that great but i think i deserve round of applause due to my effort in doing it..I wish i could make it specially to someone i miss alot..but i think it is impossible for this year.. Hope i am given the chance to do so in next year..Thanks god..

Friendship

Recently i found that i am doubt about the meaning of friendship..Always heard that when getting closer between each other, then misunderstanding will oso do in the same way..It is definitely true..
These few weeks, i keep hanging around with my primary and secondary school friends which did not meet up frequently..Just doing some sport activities or going out for yamcha but i do enjoy it..We chatting about our life, sports, politics, jokes, girls(of course!!) and we have alot of funs.. Especially when we playing basketball or futsal.. I do enjoy the progress rather than the result..
This is the type of friendship that i wish for.. Although just gather around for normal activities but i do appreciate that..It worth alot to me..
I didn't mean that i don't enjoy when gather around with my other friends but there seems to be something block between us.. I knew it although they don't speak out..
Friends are a part of my life, without them i think i cant alive even i am a billionaire..I do appreciate my friends..especially (mr.tai pao)..I know him since i was 7.. Although he is a gunner and i am a red devil but we still can coup well specially in futsal..(not when watching football)..haha...I think he is my best ever friend and hope that our friendship will long last..

**Starry Starry Night**

Starry starry night, paint my palette blue and grey.....

Today is a tiring day, just back from my part time job...by standing for whole day, my legs seem to be separated from my body..oouch!!! Additionally, the weather was killing freeze today..keep raining for the whole day..Feeling sick when the wind blown on me..When i finished my job, rain stopped.. I look at the sky, stars are shining brightly..Everytime i doing this, i will fell very emotional.(Curious).. Then, my memories will keep refreshing and starting to missing someone..I am really regret for being so coward during that time. If history can change, surely i will not doing the same thing again. But i know that it is useless because i am too weak to change history.. So what i can do now is just look forward and do not stay at the same place.. Although i know the chance is slim but i will put 200% effort to reenergize myself..Promise!!

1st~~

Suddenly got such a mood to write blog. Actually i do write blog previously(erm..should be at 2 years ago).. still remember during that time, i got the same mood as i do at this moment. Therefore, have to write something to release my so-called "Moody" feeling.. =(
Well..i finally got my job and started for a week. Although the salary might not so favour, but i promise to myself..must start to earn alot money now..my dream is waiting for me..Tiring is not an issue for me. I will prove to everyone especially those who look down at me..Don't write me out yet. Time will prove that..